didn't spend Valentines with both in the end. i just couldn't bring myself to go out on a date with guys i don't like romantically, on the day. it makes me feel like i'm deceiving myself, and them. so... you can call 14/02/08 a lonely Valentines. again. Ha.
lunch with my classmates was really nice though. i'll never forget these bunch of people. subsequent meet up with my few best friends was super. although i was in my distraught state of mind and all, it was still nice to be in the presence of the people i know who'll stand by me if i crumble anytime :) kept myself pretty much in control, though i whined a whole lot initially. well... isn't it all about abstinence? haha. guess i'm still pretty strong huh, love?
hope the lovebirds everywhere had fun and spent quality time together. and those unattached.. well. not much to say i guess. at least the day's over. so.. yeah. time to wake up from that fall from reality. if you're some independent shit then good for you. just don't end up learning that you're faking it. haha.
bye :)
