sometimes, i wish you were around me whenever i was down.
sometimes, i wish you would understand how i feel about you.
sometimes, i wish you would give me some time alone.
sometimes, i wish you supported me in every decision i made.
sometimes, i wish you knew that i was trying.
but
most of the time, i know it's near impossible.
most of the time, i know you'd never know.
most of the time, i know there's no trust between us.
most of the time, i know i don't deserve it.
most of the time, i know it's not working.
and All of the time,
i know i'm not supposed to be thinking things.
Hardcore mugging, here i come.
