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leaving for a long awaited holiday

but my heart still remains here

for once i don't look forward to escaping

and just maybe

i'm considering to confront the truth

to seek the answers i may already know

to find out if i what i believe is real

i guess it's this conflict

that makes me hesitant

i'm afraid of having time to myself

and the actions it may lead to

(consequences)

plans

plans

plans


is it lying
if they don't want
the truth 
?