need to blog and write down how crazy today was, mentally and emotionally for me.
early wake up call to paya lebar, home to prep for potluck, out w gx for some catching up finally, concurrent updates on smtown and a-nation, meeting a guy who freaked us out at kembangan, going to jw's house for potluck, sad guitar songs and even sadder lyrics, more updates on smtown and a-nation, going to clarke quay for gmax, 'false' news about yunho's speech, a million things going thru my head while waiting for the gmax swing to drop, thinking about how i would die, feeling like i'm living again, and then going back to my semi-comatose brain state, coming home to backtrack on the 2 concerts, feeling like shit and all but still very proud of my fandom, and now going to sleep.
that's life, isn't it?
like a roller-coaster.
