been feeling real lousy lately.
stressed out of my head with japanese exam and driving. and the nerves are totally getting to me - that's the worst part.
had my jap final exam yesterday, and i passed. and it was a good pass, which i should be happy about - 71/100. i also passed the oral exam. but sadly, because i fared really badly for my midsem tests a month ago, my overall grade is still a fail :( i failed by 7 marks. upsetting :( retest tmrw. i'm not complaining about studying jap - i never do. i might whine about it, but it's only because i'm lazy at times. i never, ever regretted taking jap and up till now i still enjoy it a lot. i'm just upset that i failed. first time i failed a level-up exam. intermediate 2 in this case. sigh :'(
and driving. oh my god don't get me started.
firstly, everyone in my family (including my extended family) have got their license already. plus, most of them passed on their first try. did i mention all the girls did so? i know i'm kinda putting unnecessary stress on my self since it's not that significant but, it's still kinda pressurizing thinking about it.
secondly, my family has been saying that if i pass then we'd most probably get a 2nd car so that me and my brother can drive. and they are going to celebrate my birthday on my tp test date. can you imagine that. i'm telling you, it feels almost like Armageddon.
ughhhh i'm so stressed out i've been gorging myself. almost like A level days, it's crazy. going to become a balloon soon.
depressing.
