bintan tomorrow.
let's hope it helps me take my mind off things and makes me feel better, because lately things aren't going so well. not intending to spend much there, nor do much there. simply because i don't want to, and i guess i'm just not in the mood.
but we'll see. won't want to be a wet blanket when i'm the organizer, ha.
busy month ahead;
my brother's birthday month
japanese exam
final theory test
+ planning for korea trip next month.
everything's pretty rushed and last minute, and i need the energy and rest to get through it without falling sick nor being whiny about it.
not forgetting.
being busy always makes me depressed in some ways. like now. boo hoo.
and i guess it's because i have too little time to myself. and that bothers me.
to read, to write.
to sleep, to dream.
anything at all.
shrugs.
