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is there someone (in your life) that you have a constant crush on?
the kinda crush that send tingles of shivers down your spine and gets you feeling all high and floaty whenever you bump into him/her?
its there enough to make you feel all warm and fuzzy but not big enough for you to wanna take the next step forward and make things happen….?
and the best part: you KNOW this person feels the same way about you?
well i’ve got someone like that. and its not an ex-boyfriend. he’s just simply a friend. i think its pretty clear we fancy each other but somehow things never took off. he’s attached when im not and vice versa.
could be due to bad timing… but it could also be that “why ruin the warm fuzzy nice-ness of a having a crush on someone by turning it into a relationship” reason working its way around our heads.
anyhow, im only bringing this up cuz i wanted to know if i was the only dumbfcuk in the world with this “problem”.
p/s: BTW, i bumped into HIM today. he looked as charming as ever…
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above excerpt from Rozz's blog
in MY situation now, the above all applies, except for those in Italics.
cos i'm sure the guy is very much in love with another girl.
i'm not really that sad about it, but i always felt that.. you know. it would be a happy together kinda thing. i don't think he's aware, and i guess things should stay this way.
we'd leave it to those lil times when you feel its so wasted.
times like now.