cos i'm the one that loves you lately

the problem with dreaming with a broken heart,
is that waking up is the hardest part.


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the lyrics are so beautiful. John Mayer's Dreaming with a Broken Heart. makes my heart break (even more) ha ha.


so school has been fine these few days miraculously :)
hmm been coming home early and revising for CT. hopefully i will pass all my subjects (?) sigh. Mrs.Tan told me to hold back my chemistry first.. sigh i don't know lar. i do well for the quizzes but not the class tests. utterly disappointing. ): i have to work so much harder. Os are coming & the countdown on yer left is ticking away. its scary to think about it, these numbers labelled as "L1R5" will be your determining factor for your future route. D:

anyhow, today was a rather abusive day because me & charissa started playing the hold-hands-play-scissorspaperstone-loser-gets-whacked game. heh. charissa whacks me damn hard. D: that bitch~ and i concluded that um. most guys in our class are not very gentlemanly. COUGH to you who's reading this COUGH. keke oh well.



i kind of thing there are 3 different kinds of blogs on the internet.
- Philosophical blogs.
blogging about life, thoughts and logical reasoning.
- Random blogs.
blogging about daily, usual, mundane-but-phrased-nicely stuff.
- Attention-seeking blogs.
- blogging about useless things just to get reads and sympathy and/or attention.

i guess i belong to the Random ones. but i think its so lame. i'd rather have a philosophical blog. not to sound arty-farty (because i am so not) but it makes so much more sense don't you think? i really dislike it when people blog every little detail of their life; what happened in what lesson in school today, what i ate for recess, what i wore out to town etc. i don't know, i just don't like it. it makes reading these blogs so.. gossipy. aiy. i just wanna blog the way i want to blog - means everything that's going thru my mind without Censorship ha ha but near impossible lah, readers are scary. especially people who don't tell me they read. HI CIYI.

i'm sorry, i digress. why the hell am i talking about blogging anw?
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as i was saying, life's been okay for the past week. i hope it stays this way for next week too. sigh. TESTS. wish me luck, i'll need it.
btw, take care huix :)

oh yes, got a question to ask.
there were two people, A and B.
A liked B and B liked A too. but they didn't end up together.
why?


tough one here, i know you're probably going to say that there are MANY contributing factors but...
what's the first one that comes to your mind?
that's probably the one that bothers you the most.


i don't know how to answer that question myself.
i'm still seeking the answer.
ha.
i miss you, Friend.