well if you're thinking why the fug am i so happy for just a damn pair of Havaianas, check this out:

IT'S OUT OF STOCK EVERYWHERE.
(haha i waited one whole fucking year to buy this. was out in 2005 as you can see. ROFL.)
WHOOOHOOO elation elation ^^
shopping just heals souls... ah.
and i want this pair of Police 2759 sunglasses!
SO PRETTY RIGHT! rawwwwr.
die, i should stop wanting to buy things.
i just ordered my blue contacts from Yongkee hurhurhur x)
i still have my green ones though, its overdue for about... 2 months?
heh. my mum says i'm wasting money buying it since i don't have degree. ah whatever.
I LIKE :D
SIAN, theres school tomorrow. its still Sunday yet i'm already getting the Monday blues ):
i am so NOT ready for exams.
and its already week8! D:
I'M SO DEAD.
OKAY I PROMISE I WILL START STUDYING.
just yesterday i was having a conversation with Zhihao online. and he was asking me about my sec3 results. i went like, "BAD".
hur.
and i asked him about his Os, whether he was ready fer 'em. here's what he said:
"nope. cos i sec3 never listen in class and do homework so now sec4 can't catch up liao."
like, when i saw that i just went like, SHIT.
i realised what deep shit i've got myself in.
from the start of year till now, i don't think i've ever really got down to completing my homework for any day.
God, please help me.
i'll change, i promise.
and i'm doing it, with fingers crossed.
(you call this, Enlightenment.)
and i need motivation. ):