"i want to look into the pale green & see whats inside"

i have about 7 tests approx coming up in the next two weeks.
that's an average of one test every two days.
and the number will probably increase.

fuck you people at school. fuck you up down right left.
motherfuckers.

pardon my swearing, been re-reading James Frey again. he is so the best. everyone should read his books please. A Million Little Pieces, and My Friend Leonard. highly recommended. and mind you, he's not a sappy man writing love stories. its about drug addiction.

i'm upset now.
don't console me,
i don't want pity, i don't need it at all.

i'm so disappointed in you guys. i thought you all would know better, than to let yourself into this shit. and now, look at what's happening to you. you're stuck on it. all of you. as much as i want to have faith in you poeple not to do it, my mind tells me its near impossible to believe. spell reality.

i need to get down to my books, real soon.
especially for those fucking 7 tests.

i'm so random i've got nothing much to say actually.
correction, i've got nothing nice to say. yeah you're right. people are shallow. and so are you. face it.

oh, i've signed up for a new tuition recently. for Amaths & Physics. anybody wants to join me. its located at Kovan. mmmm. going to go for the first lesson tomorrow morning. hope it turns out well. it's a group tuition and i'm joining it alone. i gotta get serious with work man.

sidetrack, the teacher has a sexy voice.


God, i'm so fucked.