i thought things couldn't possibly get any worse i thought wrong
whatever i don't care i don't care i don't care as one by one everyone goes away i'm left isolated not alone but it makes no difference to me even now as i see myself in the mirror its not like what it used to be you ask me what's wrong you ask me why i cry you ask me why i'm upset is it because you don't see what i see you don't feel what i feel and you don't want to know what's inside of me but its okay i've gotten used to it already so you can go ahead take back all your lies and lovely sweet tongue there and go fuck yourself hard upside down with it cos theres no way you're going to make it right ever again no you got yourself in this and nobody's going to help you not even me sure you can go ahead and think you're still oh-so-goddammit-fucking COOL and yah omg-im-so-popular-i-cant-handle-myself and yes go on go on living that life ask yourself is that what you want maybe at that time you'd realise what i feel now yeah you'd know whats called lonely and you'll know whats freedom and you'll know what that you felt for me its called NOTHING right NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING
thanks for letting me know that i was being a fool all along.
maybe you should get a lil smarter and find some one as INTELLECTUALLY DISHELLVED for a mate instead
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a minute to the next day and i cant get to sleep no i dont want to sleep but im tired i am really tired in both ways but its all in the mind yeah its all in the mind whats wrong whats wrong come on you didnt used to be like that brace up my dear brace up
" next time if u not happy u tel me lar.. i wil make u happy de.. :) "
why don't i hear it anymore ?
