it's not like hiding it from me would make me feel any better

Brasil was disappointing yesterday. but they won so yeah whatever lah.
Ronaldo is #9. but he's getting old & unfit so yeah whatever lah.
I think i'm getting addicted to soccer. but I don't support any team so yeah whatever lah.

i pon-ed amaths lecture today x: it was raining lah, so good to sleep, and i had no mooood to go for lecture at all. scrw.
& i pon-ed maths tuition yesterday toos x: it wasn't raining but still good to sleep, and i had no mooood to go for tuition at all. scrw.
& & i pon-ed CO night yesterday threes x: it wasn't raining but it was Father's Day, and i had to go for some dinner as my parent's had booked a table. anw i had no mooood to go for it at all. scrw.

why am i fucking talking in threes?
three is an unlucky number. (sorry kimberly but it is.)
oh fuck. i'm so damn upset right now. i think i'm going crazy. what is wrong with me!
damn, this is what you call SELF DESTRUCTION.
press the button ; pull the trigger & i'd be gone.
ARRRRRGH.
i think too much.

something to share which i found on the web :

don't take me for granted,
its not like we couldn't work it out.
you wouldn't know if you didn't try.
furthermore;
i've learnt not to harbour too much hope.
especially on the near impossible.

/EDIT@2118.
just a gentle reminder!
my birthday is in another 6 days :)
enough for you to go buy my present, lovelies.
hoho.
even better, you could go get Misaki & Shinya to come to my home. HURRAY.
bleg.
i just hope Ronin comes on first day of school re-open.
THAT'D make my birthday a ROCKING one.
and of course,
if only someone, would make me smile that day :]]]