one last dance

understand this is a Dream and emotions are Dead.

so now its all over, i guess its better that way.
i just wanna say, thank you, and i'm sorry.
thank you for bringing me to chc, definitely.
its a good place i know. and i will promise you to worship, even if im banned from that place i'd go smewhere else.
thank you for the conversations on the bus and through these 6 days. its been short but it was good knowing you. it was sweet on wednesday, but maybe it just can't work out. i think you know what i mean.
thank you for making me smile thoughout the week. you gave me a reason to be happy. but happy things don't last as i believe so yah we'll just be friends okay. nothing more. we can't tell what will happen in future but no doubt we'd be better like that right now.
thank you for being there, thank you for promising me that you will be there, thank you for the smiles and the laughs, thank you for putting in an effort, thank you for loving me (:
i knew this would happen. i knew tears would fall and i knew it would never blossom, perhaps.

i'm sorry i could maybe, never have a chance to fulfill the promise and i'm sorry for all the problems i've caused. i'm sorry for everything.
it might be just a short period of time, but it was a memory and it always will stay with me. but the fact remains that perhaps we are not to be. so lets just let our hearts go free then we'll see about it, for right now we both aren't ready. it was one of the happiest parts of my life, truly. you made me smile from the bottom of my heart. thank you.


i'm a wrong person. wrong for you, wrong for me, wrong for us. i'm the wrong way you'd want to go. really.